ok, if you dont want to read a really long post about everything thats been irritating me over the past few weeks, skip this post...if you really want to read it, go ahead, but im going to warn you right now that youve probably done something mentioned in this post before, and youre not gonna like what i have to say about it...im feeling extremely opinionated today, and i do NOT need people crying over the fact that ive been mad at them at some point...and before anyone asks, NO THIS IS NOT ANOTHER MEGAN POST!! im dealing with that in a different way now, so these frustrations are simply things that ive noticed about people in general and how theyve irked me...so lets begin, shall we??
1. why do people need to be told not to do something more than once?? i honestly dont get it!! its not like it requires any physical effort!! its not like im telling them to DO something!! if youre running, and i tell you to stop, shouldnt it be a relief to stop running?? its not like im telling you to run...does that make any sense?? its just that it shouldnt take any effort to stop doing something that doesnt need to be done...i mean, if it's something like smoking, sure, i can see how it might be hard to stop because the nicotine in the cigarettes is addictive, but if im telling you to stop observing me and reporting everything i say and/or do to my parents, shouldnt it be easy to stop?? i mean, sometimes i get mad about something, and i feel that i should share the fact that im mad with the facebook community so they dont accidentally cross my path at the wrong time, causing me to lash out uneccessarily at them...does that give them a right to ask about it?? i mean, its my problem, right?? no theirs?? so why in the heck do people ask??!! its not your problem!! dont worry yourself with it!! i understand that some people LIKE to know whats going on in peoples lives so they can "help" them, but i dont want people trying to "help" me!! the only person who can get through MY problems is ME...if im mad at snakes, what are you gonna do?? kill them all?? good luck!! i just dont want people butting into my life...i post those statuses for YOUR SAKE!! so you DONT get me more fired up than i already am!! thats why i write that i dont want you asking about it!! im not "being mean" ok?? im WARNING you!! wouldnt you want to KNOW if i was about to blow up at anyone who annoyed me with their trivial nonsense and wannabe psychoanalytical garbage??!! im not trying to be mean, but when im ticked off about something, i dont really want to hear your hypotheses...more than that, i dont really CARE what your opinions are!! it sounds rude, but it's the truth!! you have no idea what im going through in my life, and i dont know whats happening in yours, so lets just keep it that way!! and i REALLY dont need people alerting my parents whenever i get mad over a stubbed toe and decide to write about it on facebook, ok?? they dont need to know EVERY DETAIL OF MY LIFE!! they should KNOW that im not writing anything on there that i wouldnt say out loud in their presence!! i never say ANYTHING online that i wouldnt say to someones face if i had the chance!! spying on my statuses is NOT ok with me, and i dont know anyone who WOULD be ok with that!! its not that i dont want people reading them, its just that people dont need to take EVERYTHING so seriously!! its like saying that i hate steak is an insult to whoever i say it to!! if you think telling my parents that im mad isnt gonna bother me, you have some serious issues to work out, because no one on the planet wants people reporting everything they do to someone else...if youre insulted by whatever i say, thats your problem, ok?? i dont say things to personally attack people, i say them because they need to be said!! i would hate for people to go on in life thinking that they were model Christians when they didnt even have the decency to think about whether or not someone would be bothered by someone spying on them...im pretty sure the "model Christian" shouldnt be spying on people in the first place!! if it's none of your business, then butt out!!
2. why do people think that all Christian music needs to contain the words Jesus, God, savior, messiah, etc.?? isn't Christian music defined as any music that is written with Christian morals?? isn't there a difference between singing ABOUT God and FOR God?? i mean, even secular artists can sing ABOUT God!! they can sing about how much they think He sucks, but aren't they still singing ABOUT Him?? i think that Christian music should be anything that is being written or performed in order to praise Him!! who CARES if the song is just about something random like dancing??!! if the band consists of CHRISTIAN ARTISTS with CHRISTIAN MORALS, shouldn't they be considered to be CHRISTIANS?? take Hawk Nelson, for example...i absolutely HATE it when people say they're not Christian because not every one of their songs is about God...have you ever met them?? do you know what their morals are?? if i were to ask you to name one song of theirs that was offensive to Christians, could you?? i certainly couldnt!! who are you to judge the faith of four guys who just want to perform their music in the name of Jesus?? in fact, im almost positive that its a SIN to doubt the faith of another!! am i right?? its not like theyre doing anything WRONG!! theyre just singing!! since when is it wrong to sing about dancing??!! just because every line doesnt say "Jesus is my savior," that does NOT mean theyre not Christian!! just because the music has a beat and its not some 200 year old hymn, that doesnt mean its BAD!! i just think that people need to stop doubting the faith of most Christian bands!!
3. does anyone really know what the word "random" means?? to be random is to be without definite aim, purpose, or method...so why do people apply the word to themselves for no apparent reason?? the most predictable people are always saying that they're random, even when they've never done anything even remotely random...for a person to be considered random, you would think they would have some kind of habit of blurting out completely unrelated thoughts or something, right?? i just don't understand why everyone calls themselves random!! if everyone really were random, normal conversations would be practically nonexistent, wouldn't they?? it just seems like everyone always starts their "about me" sections on their profiles on various websites with something along the lines of "so yeah, i'm pretty random!!" without really explaining how they came to such a conclusion...
CORN!!
see, THAT is random...it came from nowhere, and was therefore devoid of aim, purpose, and/or method...how is commenting on something after its already been brought up in conversation being random?? cuz thats basically what people consider to be random...just throwing that out there
4. why do people always comment on how they have like "# whole items" or whatever?? are they implying that everyone else has parts of the items?? like commercials are always boasting how you can get "2 whole DVD's for only $19.95!!"...how are they gonna send you half a DVD?? OF COURSE THEY'RE WHOLE!! cant they just say "2 DVD's"?? i couldnt tell you why, but it irritates me SO MUCH!!
5. just thought i'd let everyone know that megan's boyfriend, yamire, is a jerk...i hope she tells him i said that, too...
6. i really dont like the movers who've been here since monday...they packed up all the shoes...i needed those shoes for the mission trip...i was forced to buy a new pair...they also left a bunch of stuff near my bed unpacked, even though it all followed the guidelines of what they were able to pack...i was mad...oh, and they blocked off every entrance to every room before they left, making it impossible to roam around the house...i hate moving with a passion...i will be something close to relieved when the dumb moving truck gets here on thursday...even though im gonna lose my bed, at least i wont have to deal with them ever again and all these dumb boxes will be gone!! i cant believe i even survived 2 days!! if it werent for Breaking Dawn, i probably would've died of boredom!!
7. WHY do people constantly ask me if im still going on the mission trip this summer?? havent i been SAYING i was going since last year?? also, why would i have shown up to the car wash on saturday with only a day's notice and openly expressed my less-than-thrilled attitude toward being there in the heat that early in the morning if i wasnt determined to go on this trip??!! YES its true that i cant go if we dont earn the money, but thats the only thing that might hinder my decision...what bugs me most is that the same people ask me like 50 times each, many of which are in the same day!! like ive really changed my mind in the past 10 minutes!! wouldnt it be easier to ask like once every 2 months up until the trip, and then once like 2 weeks from the trip?? i just find it unecessary to ask every day!! of course, the bigger concern is why are we JUST NOW starting fundraisers like 2 weeks before the trip??!! theres a reason we've always started in february in years past, you know!! i just think its a bit of a sign that you're unprepared when you start planning something you've known about for months 2 weeks before it happens...i stand by what i said saturday about not paying for a trip that i cant go on because of the price...its irrational, and if the lack of planning is the cause of my not being able to go, i dont think i should HAVE to pay for it...maybe thats just my opinion, but i know of at least 3 or 4 people who agree with it...
so yeah, those are pretty much my biggest irritations at the moment...so now you know that when i seem a bit snarky, its nothing personal...im just really frustrated by something that whatever you said probably reminded me of, ok?? so when my facebook status or whatever says that im mad, DONT INVOLVE YOURSELF AND YOU WONT GET YOUR FRAGILE, SENSITIVE LITTLE FEELINGS HURT!! keep in mind that im rarely ruffled by anyones sarcastic or insensitive comments, so i dont understand what you people freak out about whenever i use said comments...if you have a problem with the way i speak to you, no offense is ever intended; i just think of whatever would offend me, and i dont say that stuff...i cant think of everything that might offend someone because, lets face it, some people are just irrationally sensitive about the smallest, most inconsequential things!! ive dealt with overly sensitive people before, and i try to avoid them like the plague now, so if you happen to be one of them, it would be best if you would just not say anything to me when my status says that im angry because i WILL snap at you...its in my nature to stay angry when im angry, and i need to be by myself to calm down because people irritate me the most when im already irritated...so PLEASE take this entry as a hint and leave me alone when i seem even the slightest bit miffed (you can tell by the clenching of my jaw, the glaring murderously at everything in sight [yes thats a Midnight Sun quote], or the snarky/sarcastic tone of my voice) and approach me only when im showing signs of possible friendliness (unemotional face or slight smile, eyes open wide or closed completely, or staring off into space thoughtfully)...keep in mind that just because im quiet, that doesnt mean im mad, but you should probably look for the other signs just in case...
now that thats off my chest, im signing off...ill try to post more often, but the most eventful thing happening in my life presently is my aggravation with the movers so yeah...bye
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